Waste of Faith

Tell me again why he had to go
No one warned me I had to let go
I barely took hold
Barely got to know him
And you took him away
And now its too late

I pray to him each day
And the only reason why I pray to a god
Is to know he is OK
But how does he know that I love him
When I have lost the time to say

The only reason I want there to be a god
Is my hope that I will see him again
I want my dad to see me now
But he cant
And the only way he will know about me
Is if I get to tell him myself